Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Finding faith in myself

As of today, I have 2 weeks to get my act together, find my courage and set a plan into action.

Ok, that sounds really dark and foreboding and it's not, but at the same time, it is.

I loooove working with my trainer. It's so awesome to realize that, even when I think I'm totally done, completely spent, he'll say in a quiet, matter of fact way, "3 more" and some where I find the energy to do it. And the progress I've made physically has been amazing! It's totally and competely inline with health goals!

Unfortunately, it's not in line with my financial goals right now. I have 4 - 1/2 hour sessions left, and I decided to take advantage of their 1/2 off 12 sessions deal for January, and sadly, that'll be it for a while. I'm hoping I'm doing it the smart way - to spread out the time, I'm going to *eek* go up to a 1 hour session but only 1x a week. The other 2 strength days are on my own. So it will be up to me to kick my own butt, to tell myself '3 more' and push myself just a little harder each time.

I worry that I can't do it, that I won't do it, even though I already I am. But I have a goal, I have support, and I've got the knowledge.

I can do this! And I will amaze my awesome trainer every time I go in of how far I've progressed!

1 comment:

Sensacola said...

If it helps you can imagine me spying on you and saying 'Woobs, don't you dare think you're finished with that set yet!' ;)

You'll be fine and you'll do well.